| Date: | 2004-12-31 15:51 |
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add meee!!! ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ___dumblikethat
NOW!
<3
| Date: | 2004-12-31 14:47 |
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| Mood: |  bored | | Music: | Mest - Return To Self Loathing |
haha okay...so i tried to change my lj and now it looks weird and is hard to read...
i might go make a new one...yes...thats what ill do.
| Date: | 2004-12-31 13:42 |
| Subject: | happy update |
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| Mood: |  calm | | Music: | Mest - lost, broken, confused |
heylo
okay, ive calmed down a bit and im listening to mest which always makes me feel better and ive been camera whoring again. hehehe.
i love mest. i have to see them again sometime...soon! hurry up and make your next goddamn record! why do you have to wait till january! haha go on their website and it says...'CRAPPY HOLIDAYS!'
hahaha im looking at my journal for benji! i havent written in it since june 27th. i think thats because rp became too serious and i got bored with it...me and matt had fun! we were the best. everyone else was always depressed. which sucked. me and matt just wanted to have a good fucking time!! didnt we annon! we fucking ruled!
here, go check it out -> http://www.blurty.com/users/xxbenji_wenjixx . its fucking funny shit! theres hardly anything in there...i think i had another one to start with...but i cant remember it. lol.
tony picture on my wall...for bethay <3
( camera whore! camera whore! )
hehehe yeeeaaaahh...so. ima go find some more pictures of mest...WHERES MY MATTY PICTURE!?!?!?!?! *goes to look*
phew, found it
hehehe that was a good day. im so proud of that picture. MATT WAS RIGHT THERE!! I COULDA TOUCHED HIM! but i didnt cuz i got told to move by the security dude...lousy security dude.
hehe its almost at the end of the cd..."bleugh, bleugh...sorry, its my allergy medicine...tony likes to eat my allergy medicine" hahahaha
okay im going...going...GONE!!
anyways...today kinda sucks now. i thought i was gonna be seeing holly later...there was gonna be a party at her house but her mums been a bitch and said she cant have it. so now my mums gonna get all pissed at me for changed my plans AGAIN, and im gonna have to tell dad that im gonna be here tomoro not at hollys. so this looks like its gonna be a great new years. ill be doing what i did last year. sitting on msn talking to people. i remember last new year...i was talking to annon *smiles slightly*.
next year...what to expect. well i can tell you one thing; if its anything like this year then i dont see the point in living through it all. just to keep getting hurt over and over. one good thing may come along, but theres always more bad things. i have people who help me without realising it...people who make things worse without realising it. then i have people who try to help and fail and people who make things worse on purpose. this year has been good for me to discover myself...make new friends...decide which people i can really trust and which people i cant. this year has been a year of pain, hurt and suffering...but there have also been a few good things -
- holly
- march 28th...
- certain other people/new friends -> harry, debs, beth, car, annon, sarah, rabby, ema, quel, kay --- thank you, all of you, for all the help and laughs youve given me this year (corny i know, but what you gonna do?)
- concerts - mest, r.h.c.p., wednesday 13, blink, darkness
and next year, so far i can only think of three things to look forward to -
- green day concert
- simple plan concert
- seeing lucy and roz again for the first time in ages
hmm...so its mainly concerts...my life revolves around music, it really does. my music can change my mood...so perhaps right now i should be listening to something a little less depressing...oh well.
new medicines can ease this pain, theyre the only ailment for it, all over again
ok, im gonna shut up now, after my little messages -
harry - gc grew up your ass
debs - theres a reason why certain people meet
beth - MARRY ME!
car - i want that one. thats a snake. ya'no
annon - theyre going to go to fairy land and matty the fairy queen!
sarah - dont be scared...=)
rabby - ^____^
ema - drunk people own!
quel - *pokes you with a stick*
kay - oh, what, so now im spose to be all dead?
<3
hahahaha look, my emotion has the word cum in it!
woo james! he looks like jacoby...hmm i wanna watch this...
| Date: | 2004-12-30 22:57 |
| Subject: | sex! |
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| Mood: |  content |
oh yeah, amazing oral AND amazing fingers! im just kinda infected...haha!
<3
| Date: | 2004-12-30 22:20 |
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heylo
last few days have been kinda boring...not much been happening.
raaar. um...i went mad with my camera...mwhahahaha!
( random pictures )
| Date: | 2004-12-25 22:45 |
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hahahaha sorry, theyre kinda big...oh well!!! merry christmas!!!
| Date: | 2004-12-25 22:41 |
| Subject: | christmas pics |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  tired |
heylo. merry christmas everyone. i got a digital camera, so im mucking around with it and i told bethy id take some pics for her. so here they are (sorry, im gonna fill up your friends pages...hehe sarah!) -
my pussy. hehe
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! <333
...
BOO!
hahah scared ya
woo school is finally fucking over! at fucking last!
jesus, this term has lasted forever, dude, i swear!
haha and ive got a load of coursework that i havnt done. whoopsie. oh well. ill live, im sure.
raaaar!
hehe, one month today =) i love you. youre keeping me alive.
christmas soon...blegh. i just wanna open my presents!! some of them are there...just sitting there! i want them!
lol im not greedy, impatient, spoilt, immature...*goes on and on*
lol, i saw the darkness! w00t! and ash were supporting and we got waved at by tim. and also do me bad things were there. we got a wave from the gay singer guy which rocked. and then we met this guy from near us who loved us cuz we were bi. he was the best. lol.
*love and bites*
| Date: | 2004-12-14 19:48 |
| Subject: | random pictures |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | bored | | Music: | adverts on telly |
hey. feel like doing a picture post. i was gonna show you pics of my joey jordison jack that holly made me, but i deleted the pictures cuz i thought id saved them *cries*
anyways, here ya go -
( deck the halls with bows of holly, fa la la la la la la la la )
| Date: | 2004-12-14 19:24 |
| Subject: | November 5th 2004 |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  blah | | Music: | Wednesday 13 - Rot For Me |
written by wednesday 13 about the gig on november 5th - Here we are in London with a full day of press, and my voice sounds like a squeaky little mouse. Straight off the bus, at the crack of 2, and on the way for a TV interview. I sounded like shit and the chair I’m sitting in for this interview is gigantic. My feet barely touched the floor and I looked like Emanuel Lewis with dreadlocks for this piece. After this it’s more press, and more press and more press. The band we had kicked off the tour shows up again and we have to send them away very aggressively - Doyle from Sling Blade style. Show time arrives and we rock the asses of the masses. Afterwards, we met with everyone from the label and friends and the mob of crazy ghouls waiting outside. By this point, my voice is gone and I’m sweating if I’m gonna make it the rest of the tour…..to be continued????
you see the part - "the mob of crazy ghouls waiting outside" ? well that was me. hehe
*love and bites*
You are Sally! You are the voice of reason, but it
seems nobody listens. You try and save the day
but end up getting saved. Hey, at least you
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haha well, one of them is true...people should be jealous of my lover.
xxxxx
| Date: | 2004-12-07 22:20 |
| Subject: | oh yeah... |
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| Mood: | too fucking turned on |
haha oh yeah. mark made blink the 'best gig ever...EVER!' first he 'played' on one of tom's gutars, and then...
mark - have you ever left a gig and thought 'wow, that would have been the best gig ever if the bass player had done...a keyboard solo' ?!?!?!?! *gets out this tiny little keyboard, put on a beat thingy and hits some random notes*
crowd - *cheers*
mark - now, have you ever left a gig and thought 'wow, that would have been the best gig ever is the bass player had done a solo on...the harmonica' !?!?!?!?!?! *gets out a harmonica and blows some painful notes into the microphone*
crowd - *cheers and woos*
anyways, nighty night
xxxxxx
ahh im so horny...its not fair =( where is that person when i need them? hehehehe..hmm...getting kinky thoughts...
i think im gonna end up killing myself by multiple orgasm...im too easily turned on for my own good.
xxxxxxxx
heylo
so last night was fucking awesome. i love blink. I SAW TRAVIS! YAAAY!
ok, so we got there a but later than we wanted to. then we went and joined the mile long queue. we saw some people we knew on the way to the back. lol. like this girl, danielle, who i met at the wednesday 13 gig. i was like 'wow!! hello!!' hugged her and carried on walking. and these two girls sophie and jodie...or it coulda been amy...no jodie...argh, twins.
aaaanyways, so while we were waiting, harry texted me like 'the kinnison have come on...they suck' and we managed to be in the queue for the whole of their set...thank god. but but but!! we woulda missed sugarcult IF we didnt get to skip the queue. that was fun. there was a group of us walking down cuz we got to skip, and me and holly started going 'i cant believe theyve cancelled it'. hehe.
but we got inside the arena just as sugarcult came on. so yay! then at the break before blink came on we went and met harry and debs in the outside bit. then we went back inside and blink came on! yaay!! it rocked. and travis did his solo bit and sarah was right near him =( lucky bitch.
then mia goes to me today 'hey, want me to get you a blink ticket for the 14/16th (cant remember which) of december?' i was like 'yay!' but they sold out, so shes gonna try and get greenday tickets for either february or september next year. hope she gets the one in feb, cuz new found glory are supporting then. i wonder whos supporting when i see them on january 24th...hmm...?
so yay!
<3333
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to meeeee
happy birthday to me!
woo 15!
yaaaaaay blink tomoro!!!
now im tired and im going to bed. nighty night. xxxxx
| Date: | 2004-12-02 21:26 |
| Subject: | wheee |
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The Nightmare Before Christmas is haunting love.
by this_is_fucked
wheee im doing nightmare before christmas for a film review in school
yaaaay im gonna go see gc again!!! tickets go on sale on sat so i can get them with holly!! YAAAAAAAY!!! BILLY!!! hehehe im calm...and i might go see the used in jan...dont know yet. hope so though.
YAY!
hehe lookie, tis me :
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